why can't i make it end?
i'll always hate who i am.
holding on to the wave for dear life,
but the water just pours through my hands.
walk away, girl.


ImpHurt me, break me, try to erase me. Fuck me, hate me, cannot take me. I'll show you how to suck it. Chop me, sway me. Mold me, fake me. I'll show you how to fuck it.Imp
Tap it, slide it. Push it, slam it Crawl away, girl.
Cut with your breath, but I know you. Bleeding green to free the blue, see the red and reach for you. Free fall, but you won't catch me, too. Still seeping--can you push it through? Walk away, girl.
Make a play to keep me here. Say the words I need to hear. Make a play to please me, dear.


Positively MerryPale face, snail race-- to death! Cheers! Isn't life sweet? Dino roar, whore on the dance floor-- you've the most beautiful blue face. Toxic spill--shutting down. Reclusive, unbending, unwilling to kneel. Sweet or stale, let it in. Pillow or hand, how will it end? Trust. Who asked you? Fuck November. Feed Alice her last meal and share no more.Positively Merry


Augustseven, sweet seven, my womb is bleeding. carnal delights become flawless. wanting. i fear daylight and the absence of sand. spin, spin, again, again. alice, won't you take me inAugust
seven, sweet seven, you've ravaged me. left me licking my wounds and savoring foil salty sweet-- missing the smell of ailment. my only smile is for a russian sweeter. you leave me dry but he loves me completer
again, again, dive right in. dangle it. let your reserves flow, fuzzy tickle in your throat.
seven, sweet seven, &n


Fallen Pinedamning myself for years to hold on to the brush of your fingertips. i longed for the sun but was blinded by the light. and now i'm haunted by what couldn't thrive behind splattered walls. you could never learn to love the barrel of my gun. do you know what's aimed at my chest? the haze is so thick that i cannot bleed you're happy, but, inside, you've left me dead.Fallen Pine


Girl in the TowerShe is laughing Our princess O beauty! Our veneerGirl in the Tower
With a touch like silk From a silicon body Resisting charms
She leads the boy With her hands With her arms
To her room In her tower Surrounded by thorns
She transcends to its peak He gives chase Blind, lost, lovelorn
Then he is there And she's gone!
And as he falls from its edge She is laughing


Drowning reflectionRemind me that you put this roof over my head, this leaky roof... Leave me in here like a cage, while you go out and have a good time, come back home drunk, and take this heavy silence into offense, unable to forgive the past, unable to forgive me cause i remind you of him so much, bitterness seeps threw your vein, drown it all away with heavy doses of alcohol, terrified to embrace the sun rising, because of your fucking hang-over...Drowning reflection
Will you ever justify your denial, will you stop using your fucked up past to only fuck up your future? are you ignorant to the damag


she dancesshe dances above me, while i am stretched across the ground,cradleling my withered heart in my hand, she dances apon my tin roof, unable to let my tired mind rest, she dances amidst the dark desolate clouds of my world, as i reach up franticly trying to embrace the warm rays she lets in, she dances with somone else, when i sit in the back, isolated from the room of lights, she dances heavenly throughout my velvet dreams, as i am stuck laying underneathe these damp spiney cloths, she dances throughout the dimm hallways of my mind, as i sneer in the corner in a fetal position onshe dances


I Am Only HumanI walk two steps behindI Am Only Human
Bite my tongue, cant speak my mind Life on the firing line I stay blind
I do what I am supposed to do say what i am supposed to say I lay my head in tears decayed I stay behind
I squeeze dollars out of dimes Take meaning out of ryhmes Leave love to rust in time I stay confined
I want to be aware Do something more than stare give reason to remind the reasons I cant find
You breathe and I awake taking my darkness and my hate my eyes see all at stake I am in pain
come to my journal find me and catch up.
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Mishaps Happen- Twiggy
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Mishaps Happen- Twiggy
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Guess my life is a compromise.
Happiness, by
The Interview, by
Rusting Bridges of Suburbia, by
So, I did some peruzing, and earthed up these three pieces.
Happiness is beautiful in its own simplicity, and has a subtle kick to it that I find lacking in a lot of reading these days.
The Interview is an interesting little for-the-stage piece that I found myself cracking up over, all over the place. There's some great humor and dialogue going on here, as well as some great subtle toss-ins for the actors to experiment with. Something I would love to see performed.
While Rusting Bridges of Suburbia might be a little ho-hum subject-wise, the rhythm and control of meter that ~ honestbrutality has accomplished here is impeccable. It takes a lot of practice and a lot of control of vocabulary to get a good rhythm in a slam piece these days, and it's done beautifully here.
Get writing, fuckos. *jesusbite
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Guess my life is a compromise.
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Guess my life is a compromise.
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